My life continue...

Okey guys here are the continuation of my life and may I remind all of you that starting from now, I will only be able to update this blog more or less once a week depend on how tired and horny I'm... muahahaha... Just kidding!!!... I will try my best to update it once a week or if am in a good mood or feeling the love of the world I'll update it twice...

Alright, first thing first... Am back in school y'all!!!... Time to start the engine n get busy... Hurmmm... I bet u guys know that am looking forward for this moment to happen cause am keep bitching bout it for the last three weeks aite??... However, to be honest with you guys, I felt like there is something wrong with this semester... I don't know why and what is the problem, but I can tell you that there ain't anything happening according to my plan...

But the saddest thing ever is my relationship with my friends become colder than ever... I have this feeling like they are only using me so that they can ride in my car... Each and everyday the distance between me and my friends is further and more further... This crap scared the hell out of me... I almost don't know them anymore... Every time I meet up with them the situation is awkward... and I know it very well that I shouldn't feel this way... Owh and there is a new addition to our group of friend... A friend of mine bring in his boyfriend... I don't want to make an early judgement about him but what I can say is that I don't really feel comfortable being around him but I can't say it out loud to my friend cause I know that it will hurt him... and I don't to add a pinch of hatred in this already awkward relationship of ours... Am not saying that I hate my friend new bf (I called it new tough am pretty sure that he will move on with somebody else very soon) it is just that am not comfortable when he tried to tell me everything and act like he knows everything in this world!!! and I know that there are million of people who loves to act like they know everything out there but I believe all these people should get a grip and realize that we're human and no one know everything... Only GOD does... And somehow my heart tells me that he is a hypocrite cause he always do all these chores tho my friend told me that he never did any chores at home... Seriously guys I HATE HYPOCRITE!!!...

Enough with my friendship drama!!! lets talk a little bit about studies... OMG!!! this semester will be a semester full with depression and stress for me cause there are so many things to do already... Too many assignments and strict lecturers that gonna teach me... Majority of the lecturers already informed me that they need at least 20 pages of assignment before they can let me pass the subject!!! Damn frustrating... I don't wanna talk about studies anymore, it's giving me a headache...

The first three days of my new semester, am spending it at my friend condominium... She is an ICT lecturer at foundation studies in my uni... I helped her to unpack her things... I had fun doing it especially when I can swim and go to gym every evening... Besides, she pay for my food and let me sleep in a comfy bedroom... So I think why not??!!... HuHuHu...

The first exciting news that I got all this week is that am going for an interview tomorrow at Cambridge English For Life... Am crossing my fingers so that I can get the job... Am applying to be the tutor there since my little sister is one of the student at the tuition centre... I got to tell you that am not so nervous about the interview but what am nervous about is that I might be asked to do a moot teaching tomorrow... All the negatives questions keep playing in my mind... What if they don't like the way I teach??... or How can I show them my enthusiastic face while deep inside of me am nervous to HELL!!!... Wish me luck guys!!! I really hope that I get the job... It is early morning already, I should get some sleep to make sure am doing great for tomorrow interview... Owh before I forget, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY to all the BITCHES, SLUTS and WHORE out there who got the Mr. or Mrs. RIGHT by ur side tho some of you might not last long... Muahahaha!!! Till then... So long luvlies!!!

MENTOR 6 and ONAIR audition!!!

Okie guys this is a shout out to all the talented people out there... Go and chase your dream people!!! If you have Celine Dion or Christina Aguilera voice, why not?? It is so worth it to give it a shot rite??? U definitely have nothing to loose... Or if you think that you can be the next Oprah Winfrey or Ryan Seacrest... try ONAIR... It is a reality TV programme by Astro to look for the next best presenter...

Okie Dokie for the Mentor 6, here are all the details that you need to know BEFORE you go for an audition... I remind you BEFORE!!!...

Place: Sri Pentas TV3
Time: 10am - 5pm
Date: Ogy (4th Feb), Faizal Tahir (5th Feb), Ramlah Ram (11th Feb), Ferhad (12th Feb), Ella (18th Feb) and Adam (19 Feb)

As for Sabah and Sarawak

13th January: Hotel Promenade, Tawau, Sabah
15th January: Hotel Promenade, Kota Kinabalu, Sabah
20th January: Hotel Imperial, Miri, Sarawak
22th January: Hotel Merdeka Palace, Kuching, Sarawak

Now for the ONAIR audition, only 14 contestants will be chosen consists of 7 men and 7 women through the audition all around the country. They will teach and been given a chance to explore all the hosting genre. Including News, Magazine and Entertainment. The winner will received 3 years contract with Astro and other prizes.

Now let us look at the location for the audition.

1. Pulau Pinang Red Box Karaoke, Gurney Plaza (14th & 15th Jan)
2. Johor Bahru The Puteri Pacific, Johor Bahru (21st & 22nd Jan)
3. Sarawak Merdeka Palace, Kuching (28th & 29th Jan)
4. Pusat Penyiaran Asia Astro, Bukit Jalil (4th & 5th Feb)

Here are a few requirements that you need to know before you go to the audition...

Age: 18-30 years old
Languages: Malay and English with great personality
Things that need to bring: RESUME, copies of IC, 4R picture...

Alright these are all the thing that I can tell you... If you're interested and talented I would love to wish you good luck!!! You might see me in one of the audition... Huhuhu... Still considering whether I should go or not cause the date is not suitable for me... But I wished I can join ONAIR audition... It has been my dream to actually work as a TV and Radio presenter...

Counting days!!!

Okie it is official that am stupid... Frustrating... Remember I talked about my result??... I only managed to get 3.27... OMG!! It is so unexpected and it almost brought me into tears... I expect more that what I got... There are 2 subjects which I thought I will get an A's since am the student with the highest carry marks but it turn out that I only managed to get ONLY B+ and B for those subjects... I tried so hard to forget about all of this stupid result but I can't am still thinking bout it... Maybe I should go and recheck my result which will cause me around RM 50 per paper... So basically RM 100 for both paper... Still thinking bout it... Which one is more important... Good Result or Money??... In most cases I would say money but I might exclude this one from my normal case scenario...

But you know what is more scary than waiting for your result??... It is to tell your mum about it!!!... My mum will definitely go ballistic if she know about it... Telling her will be like Paris Hilton having her dumbness moment that make her take a gun and shot her ownself... So am definitely nervous to tell her bout it... Am definitely praying that she will be OK with it!!!... Pray for me people!!! Pray for me!!...

However, OK this already feel like a school essay (using however)... Muahahaha... Am cant wait to start new semester guys... The new semester will start on 8th Feb 2012... This semester am planning to go nerd... With my short to almost bald hair... gonna buy a big glasses, wear a lot more cardigan with shirt and maybe khakis to get the vibe of embracing the nerdy-ness in me... Every semester I will go with one character and try to play the character as good as possible but at the same time being fashionable (this is a must)... Come on!! This is the only time for me to have fun... While am still studying cause I don't think my workplace in the future will allow me to wear anything that I want unless I develop my own business... Can't wait to be nerdy... I already got the bag and the shoe... I just need a big glasses... I better start looking for it now... till next time... ADIOS!!... :)