My life continue...

Okey guys here are the continuation of my life and may I remind all of you that starting from now, I will only be able to update this blog more or less once a week depend on how tired and horny I'm... muahahaha... Just kidding!!!... I will try my best to update it once a week or if am in a good mood or feeling the love of the world I'll update it twice...

Alright, first thing first... Am back in school y'all!!!... Time to start the engine n get busy... Hurmmm... I bet u guys know that am looking forward for this moment to happen cause am keep bitching bout it for the last three weeks aite??... However, to be honest with you guys, I felt like there is something wrong with this semester... I don't know why and what is the problem, but I can tell you that there ain't anything happening according to my plan...

But the saddest thing ever is my relationship with my friends become colder than ever... I have this feeling like they are only using me so that they can ride in my car... Each and everyday the distance between me and my friends is further and more further... This crap scared the hell out of me... I almost don't know them anymore... Every time I meet up with them the situation is awkward... and I know it very well that I shouldn't feel this way... Owh and there is a new addition to our group of friend... A friend of mine bring in his boyfriend... I don't want to make an early judgement about him but what I can say is that I don't really feel comfortable being around him but I can't say it out loud to my friend cause I know that it will hurt him... and I don't to add a pinch of hatred in this already awkward relationship of ours... Am not saying that I hate my friend new bf (I called it new tough am pretty sure that he will move on with somebody else very soon) it is just that am not comfortable when he tried to tell me everything and act like he knows everything in this world!!! and I know that there are million of people who loves to act like they know everything out there but I believe all these people should get a grip and realize that we're human and no one know everything... Only GOD does... And somehow my heart tells me that he is a hypocrite cause he always do all these chores tho my friend told me that he never did any chores at home... Seriously guys I HATE HYPOCRITE!!!...

Enough with my friendship drama!!! lets talk a little bit about studies... OMG!!! this semester will be a semester full with depression and stress for me cause there are so many things to do already... Too many assignments and strict lecturers that gonna teach me... Majority of the lecturers already informed me that they need at least 20 pages of assignment before they can let me pass the subject!!! Damn frustrating... I don't wanna talk about studies anymore, it's giving me a headache...

The first three days of my new semester, am spending it at my friend condominium... She is an ICT lecturer at foundation studies in my uni... I helped her to unpack her things... I had fun doing it especially when I can swim and go to gym every evening... Besides, she pay for my food and let me sleep in a comfy bedroom... So I think why not??!!... HuHuHu...

The first exciting news that I got all this week is that am going for an interview tomorrow at Cambridge English For Life... Am crossing my fingers so that I can get the job... Am applying to be the tutor there since my little sister is one of the student at the tuition centre... I got to tell you that am not so nervous about the interview but what am nervous about is that I might be asked to do a moot teaching tomorrow... All the negatives questions keep playing in my mind... What if they don't like the way I teach??... or How can I show them my enthusiastic face while deep inside of me am nervous to HELL!!!... Wish me luck guys!!! I really hope that I get the job... It is early morning already, I should get some sleep to make sure am doing great for tomorrow interview... Owh before I forget, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY to all the BITCHES, SLUTS and WHORE out there who got the Mr. or Mrs. RIGHT by ur side tho some of you might not last long... Muahahaha!!! Till then... So long luvlies!!!