2 years have past!!!

Hello people it has been more than a year now and my life have change a lot... But I guess this is why it called life... Take 2 minutes to stop doing everything and look all around you, everything will change and move so quickly...

Along with all my one year changes, there are millions of it that I'm not proud of. I'm a SINFUL SLUT! now... looking at all my friends, most of them already getting married, building up family, working with big pay check and moving forward to become a better person whereas I'm still stuck here in this own world of mine studying and learning more about life each day!!!...

To tell you the truth I have thousands of people come and go in my life and I miss all of them... tho some of them end up their relationship badly with me but only one thing strike in my mind every time i missed them is that they you to loved me and they used to bring colors to my life...

There are times that I'm scared with my lifestyles now... It is too bad to be considered as a normal being life... I'm not a GOODY2 BITCH anymore... I had so much fun but not in a good way... I don't know where my life is heading to but I pray to God that it will lead me to a good place... Lets wait and see... But 1 thing for sure, I never ever regret all this SINFUL THINGS! I have done cause it teaches me everything in life... that LIFE is NOT as EASY as you thought and in all the beautiful colors of life there are BLACK that is look interesting and unique but too DARK that it can erase all the other colors!!!