Audition...???

erm... one of my friends call me yesterday she asked me to go for an audition for her production house... at first i thought what the heck??... lets do this... i love acting anyway... but as the times goes by, the hesitation start to strike... what if the talent in me is gone???... can it just go away like that??... what if my performance is bad?... cause gotta tell ya this friend of mine put kinda high hope for me to get the part... urgh!!!... besides, the fact that i've never go for an audition for about 2 years now is freakin me out...

it takes me hours to think straight again... to build back the confidence in me... i told myself that u know what, who give a damn... i'm just gonna go in for the audition n do the best that i can n who knows i might make my friend proud of me... besides, the last time i went for an audition, i've chosen from thousands of people... so lets just go for it stop being a pessamistic and the best thing is that lets being creative with whatever character that they throw at us...

so for now while waiting for the day lets just put my finger cross n pray for the best!!!... :)