Something missing...

Why???...
Why now you come back and haunting me,
Why you come when I finally have a strength to kick you out of my life,
Why your face appear in front of me again...

It is hard enough to forget you,
It is killing me inside,
Try to live each day regretting about what happen between us,
Try to survive with no memories of us together...

It is still fresh in my mind,
The day you left,
I felt like a corpse,
Only body without soul,
And you left me with a question, "What is missing between us?"

You want to know what is missing?,
It is you... I cant feel the present of you,
I cant feel the same touched you gave to me,
I cant feel your love when you kissed me,
I cant feel your heart near mine...

The only thing you left me are our memories,
The one that I tried to vanished,
Each and every second of my life since you are gone,
And it finally gone today...

Yes I hate you,
I don't want to talk to you,
I cant look into your eyes,
Cause you're my enemies,
Killing me slowly and turn me into dust...

What make me mad is that,
I can't do anything about it,
I'm helpless and I'm hopeless,
I don't know who I am anymore,
You change me since you came back...

I just want you to go and leave me alone,
So that I can put all the pieces of me back together,
So that I can have peace without you as my enemy,
And most importantly is that,
I'm me, myself again and have something to hope for...
Something to live for...