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aBoUt mE???? gOtTa SAy No MiRaCLe hAPpEn To mE To mAkE My LiFe GrEaT... My lIfE Is nOt pErFeCt aS PeRFeCt Is bOrInG aNd mY liFe IS nOt mIsErAbLe aLsO... iT'S bOuNcE LikE A BaLL sUmTiMeS it's GrEaT SuMtiMeS iT'S HaRd.... WeLL wHaT To dO... gOtTa LivE liFe tO THe FuLlEsT... thAt's aLL fOr NoW... ReAd mY bLOG If yoU WaNnA knOw MOrE... cAu...aDioS...aRrIvEDerCi... lUv, vOgUe

Monday, January 26, 2009

rEfLeCtIoN oF mY hEaRt!!!...

HeY GUys!!! NoT MuCh tO sHaRe tOday... mAyB A LiTtlE BiT abOuT thE ReFlEcTioN Of mY FeElInGs... HaVe yOu evER feLt liKe yOu WaNnA rUn FrOm SuMoNe BeCaUsE yOu stArTeD tO lOvE tHeM??... wElL i dO...

oKiE... lEt tHE StOrY bEgIn... I'M tAlKinG aBoUt a GiRl... thE oNe thAt I UsEd tO lOvEd... The oNe ThaT i uSeD tO fAnCIeD... THeN I tOLd HeR AbOuT MY FeeliNG AnD sHe rejEcT mE N TOlD mE ThaT ShE aLrEadY FiLl hEr HeARt wItH a NaMe wHiCh iS aLsO A fRIeNd oF mInE... SiNce THen wE'rE NoT taLkInG tO eACh OThER mUcH... MaYb A Few heLlO N Hi N tHAt's iT... thAt's aLl...

a fEW MoNThS lAteR i HeaRd FrOm OnE oF mY gIrLFriEnDs THaT sHe AlREaDy MeT sUmoNe wHo IS nOt MY fRiEnD n THeY alReaDy deClAReD thEmSeLvES As A cOuPlE... HeArtBrOKeN???... mAyB bUT TRiEd tO deNiEd It WiTh ThoUsaNdS oF aSsUmPTiOnS...
i TrY NoT tO See HeR AnYmoRe... nOT bEcaUsE i'm MAd At HeR oR hEArTBrOkeN i JusT dOnT liKe to IntErUPt HeR RElAtIoNsHip... bEsIdeS tHAt Is The OnlY WAy i CaN cUrE My hEArT...

aNd a FeW DaYs BaCk I MeT HeR aGAiN... n ShE tOlD me THaT nOw it Is Her tuRn tO FEeL tHe BRokEn HeArT... Her reLAtIOnShIp FaIlEd UNdER thE nAme Of CoMmiTmEnT... wE hAd SuM nIcE HeaRt tO hEArT ChaT reGArdInG HeR hEArT ThaT nEeDS tO bE cUrEd... n oN oNe EveNiNG We HaD oUr dInnEr tOgEthEr alOnG wItH A Few FrieNdS oF minE... wHilE chAttIng wiTh THeM i FElT sUmtHiNG Is NoT rItE N I nEeD tO lEaVe... YUp... I lEaVE iN tHE MiDDlE Of ThE CoNvErsAtIoN...

I dOnT ReaLly knOw WhY I LeFt ThE TaBlE tHAt EVeNiNg UNtiL i ReaLIsE thAt i'm SCaReD... I Felt So ScArED tHAt I WiLL fAlL iN lOve wItH HeR aGaIn... n I FElT SCarEd THaT mY hEArT WiLL gEt huRt aGaIn... iT iS sO hArD FOr mE To CuReD mY HeArT N i'm Not rEAdY tO TeaR it oNce aGAiN uNDer thE nAmE oF lOvE... n I tHiNk I dO wHat I nEeD tO dO... I kNOw ThAt It's GoNNa Be HaRd But i'm NoT rEaDy To geT HuRt...

"iT ToOk A mInuTe To FaLl In LoVe wItH yOu BuT iT tAkEs fOrEvER tO fOrGeT yOu"

xoXo,

lUV,
VOgUe

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

uik people... i am one of his fren yang menyaksikan drama hanget pada petang itu...

hahaha

Narcissus said...

I understand what fear is like, but if you stay frozen forever because you're afraid you'll be hurt again, you will also never love again...good luck dear

SYAHMI VAN DER MARKS said...

is she d one me n asna had dinner with kat evoke cafe lps ptptn thingy 2?
i mean ****?

Anonymous said...

ye lah

ko ni lembap tahap lampie lah mimi...

adoii ~ mati ko!

btw, vogeh dah bersemarak menaiktarafkan blog baginda!