Titik Perubahan...

Alhamdulillah adalah perkataan pertama yang terlintas di minda dan hati ini setelah akhirnya aku ditukarkan status dari seorang pelajar ekonomi kepada pelajar human sciences... terpancar jelas kegembiraan dimata ku ini... harapan ku selepas ini adalah untuk terus berusaha dan berjaya di dalam pelajaran yang telah aku pilih sendiri ini... ingin aku terus menggapai dan mengecapi kejayaan yang bakal mendatang dalam hidupku... tidak sekali aku mahu berada di bawah sana... dipandang hina... kerana kebodohan ku sendiri... sakit... perit... berada dibawah ingin ku lontarkan jauh2 dr hidupku ini... tidak mahu lagi aku menangis diatas kegagalan diriku sendiri... kerana ianya amat pedih untuk diterima hati yang pastinya dilukai, dinodai kata2 caci... mulai hari ini akan ku gagahkn kaki ku ini untuk mengorak langkah... satu persatu hingga ku mencapai tingkat yang tertinggi... tidak akan aku berhenti dan tidak akan ku sesali walaupun ianya tinggi nun disana hinggakn hilang di penglihatan mata... kerana ku tahu bahawa diatas sana ada keindahannya... kerana diatas sana cantik pemandangannya... dan apa yang lebih manis adalah, telah ku ketahui setiap langakahku ini diiringi doa yang pasti dari ibu yang ku cintai... bapa yang kusayangi dan adik yang ku kasihi...

ciao...

Something missing...

Why???...
Why now you come back and haunting me,
Why you come when I finally have a strength to kick you out of my life,
Why your face appear in front of me again...

It is hard enough to forget you,
It is killing me inside,
Try to live each day regretting about what happen between us,
Try to survive with no memories of us together...

It is still fresh in my mind,
The day you left,
I felt like a corpse,
Only body without soul,
And you left me with a question, "What is missing between us?"

You want to know what is missing?,
It is you... I cant feel the present of you,
I cant feel the same touched you gave to me,
I cant feel your love when you kissed me,
I cant feel your heart near mine...

The only thing you left me are our memories,
The one that I tried to vanished,
Each and every second of my life since you are gone,
And it finally gone today...

Yes I hate you,
I don't want to talk to you,
I cant look into your eyes,
Cause you're my enemies,
Killing me slowly and turn me into dust...

What make me mad is that,
I can't do anything about it,
I'm helpless and I'm hopeless,
I don't know who I am anymore,
You change me since you came back...

I just want you to go and leave me alone,
So that I can put all the pieces of me back together,
So that I can have peace without you as my enemy,
And most importantly is that,
I'm me, myself again and have something to hope for...
Something to live for...

Hope

I still remember that day,
Under the sky that is blue,
You asked me for a clue,
Why I gave my heart to you,
And my mouth started to tell the truth,
It is because in life there is hope,
And in my hope there is you,
But now that you're gone,
The hope of mine is also drown,
The memories of us are buried to the ground,
But that is not so hard,
Cause the hardest part,
Is that you and me will be separate apart...

Life

Life,
No one said that it is eternally easy,
For some, the easy part come first,
And for some the part that they are waiting,
Come at the end of their journey

Life,
Is always in balance,
No matter when the easy part come,
There will always be happiness,
And there will also be sadness,

Life,
When it start with a mount of joy,
Where you see the journey as smooth as water running in the river,
Always ends with regression,
That never fade away even for a minute

Life,
For those who suffer at the end of their journey is very bitter,
If you look carefully in their eyes,
You can see the sadness and sorrowfulness that almost kill them,
And you can read their mind, you can find only one request left and that is "give me back my long gone happiness"

Life,
When it start with thousands obstacles,
Where some of them loose while trying to get through it,
Normally ends with a happy ever after,
That bring you almost a sky high of joy

Life,
For those who happy at the end is almost balance,
Whether it is a glimpse of success or a relief of the worried heart,
Is always sweet, and for them, if you look carefully in their eyes,
There will only be one wish for the feeling to stay

Life,
Contains the four basic elements in the journey of a human,
Love, Insecurity, Freaky and Entertaining,
The elements that can bring both of the positive and negative feelings,
But that is what makes it interesting

Life,
No matter how hard it is,
Accepting it is the best way,
It is specially design by Him to test the patience in our heart,
And how far we can react.

The Answer

That night,
A very special night,
Almost everything seem to be so right,
Under the bright moonlight,
You insist to know what make me open my heart

No, not because you are pretty,
But maybe because of your sincerity,
Sincerity to be a loyal company to me,
Which I found quite bubbly,
A complete set to your personality

Your care for your family,
The price you put for your dignity,
An addition to your beauty,
But I know that it is not our destiny,
And we're never meant to be

Even though deleting you from my memory is damn hard,
But I just want you to know that my words come straight from my heart,
It's like playing a dart,
Aiming precisely on the middle part

All my words are true,
I hope this is the answer to the clue,
On why I always love you,
No matter what we have been through

Help me i'm having a bad sore troat!!!

Hey guys, help me I hate having this sore troat... It hurt damn bad... It make my voice turn sexy more than ever...

Well maybe that is all for the day... Kinda tired and no mood to write anything...

Till my voice back to normal...

luv,
vogue

IIUM most influential blog update!!!

To: those who really concern about Anisa Shurfa blog...

Here are some updates... To clear this messy thing, Anisa are willing to meet those who still have issues regarding her post of the drama thingy... This meeting/discussion/conference (whateva you call them), are mainly to end the war between her and the anonymouses... The meeting/discussion/conference will be control by Brother Shahrul Anuar and Mdm Rohani in case ambulance are needed... So to those who aware of this thingy, please read the details below:

Date: 24th March 2009

Time: 5.30 p.m

Venue: Evoke-i Cafe

Ciao... Adios... Arrivederci...

luv,
Vogue

We love you Miss Aliaa!!!

Just wanna say sorry to what is happening to one of my beloved frenz... Who is also a student in the faculty of human sciences... The only that I wanna tell ya is someone who is really sweet and generous to most of her frenz... Our beloved, the one and only Miss Aliaa Nabila heart has been crushed and throw into a drain by her beloved...

I just hope that she will move on with her life and hopefully be as cheer as always... btw... there is a lot more guys in UIA wanna be ur boyfriend... don't worry k... Ala... Btw... you look hotter now since you dh single!!!... hahahaha... Just kidding gals!!....

What more can I say???... As a frenz we will always be there with you...

IIUM most popular blog recently...

guys.. i mean UIA students... i heard this thingy about our beloved anisah shurfa blog... well... i staright away look at what is actually happening...

What I can actually say is that her blog rite now... rite here is the most popular blog of UIA students... wanna know why??... It is because of her comment on the drama night of BENL students which supposed to be an assignment for them... Yup... I can see that what she is trying to do is good... you know speak out her mind on the drama for improvements but to be honest the word she use for me is really unnecessary... it is rude, harsh and sum of them even too dramatic...

And the next thing I know is that there are almost 100 comments in her comments box... Sum agree with her and sum are not... The situation become more chaos when these people insert personal matters on their comments... You should read it... What more interesting is that it involved the lecturers from Nilai I guess... And of course the lecturer is actually her own sister which try to defend her sibling till death do us apart... hahaha... They are fighting each other even at 1 point i felt like i'm in Palestin rite now... Scary huh... It is so crazy man... I just hope in near future that this problem can be solve... It's no use to fight each other when you're actually don't know what you are fighting for...

Luv,
Vogue

The other world (preparation)

Today, rightnow I feel very tired,
The tiredness that sucking my energy away,
The tiredness that emptying my bowl of emotion,
It didn't go away evenn if I tried damn hard to get rid of it.

It is weird to feel that suddenly,
I'm like a dead corpse,
Only bone and skin without heart and soul,
I keep asking why?, why? and why?
Then suddenly an answer crossed my mind,
Maybe I'm tired of this world,
The world that is full of hypocracy,
The world where you can get millions praises,
But not even single of them are meant.

This feeling, the one that is killing me right now,
Make me think for a while,
About the other world,
Where I heard peoples are regretting their sin,
It is so dark,
It is scary,
The world where peopleare screaming too loud,
Until you can barely hear that they're crying,
For a small hearted like me and you,
Of course we didn't wanna go there,
But we knew that one day, some how we'll be there.

Rationally speaking, we should stop worrying and start thinking,
What have we done,
to make sure that we're not regretting over our sin,
when we visit the other world.

Back to this world,
That blind folded us until we forget about our preparation for the other world,
The world that now and then still lying to us with billions of wealth,
The world that promise us with a glimse of power,
He world that is rule based on the name of so called "huminity",
Where killing is sacrifizing,
Where war is peace.

Yes, this world provide us with everything,
Power, money, and anything that come accrosed your mind,
But I want you, you, and you,
Together with me,
Let us takes a few minutes,
Stop for a while,
And think about a plan so that,
We will not be one of those wjo will regret over their own mistakes,
And to make sure that at least if we're screaming in the other world,
Our cry can still be heard.

p/s: this is my piece of mind... so feel free to command...

Fashionista Bag????...

Hey guys look at my new bag that i just bought today... Can't help but to adore it... Keep looking at the bag... What do you think???... For my classmates dont worry i'll show it to you akk cause i'll bring it to class lol... New York City here we come baby...

xoxo,

luv,
vogue

THiS fEELiNg iS KiLLinG mE sLoWlY...

Dear gossipers,

This feeling is killing me... the memories are killing me... the memories of me and her slowly emerge... It flashed many times on my mind... I feel scared... Scared to death to know that I might love her once again...

Yesterday, I saw her at lunch... She asked me to join her but I say no even though deep in my heart I know I want to say yes... but I guess sometimes no is millions times better than yes... I walked away and at night I've done something that I shouldn't do... I texted her again... It started with a simple how do you do?... Then the conversation went on and on... I only realize that I shouldn't done that... Why cant I stopped to love her?... Why I can't accept the reality that she is not for me?...

Maybe I should stop looking at her picture...
Maybe I should change my phones wallpaper...
Yup... Cause everytime I looked at her picture I always wonder...
Am I still in love with her?...
But I'm just a human... I'm not that strong to avoid her...
Why?... What happened to me?... What should I do?...
No... I don't scared to drown in the deepest ocean of love again...
But I absolutely don't want to fall from the highest mountain of hurt...
And killing my heart with the sharpest knife of rejection...
Help me... I'm loss in this desert of thought...

xoxo

luv,
Vogue

guys!!! pray for me!!!...

hey guys pray for me... I'm gonna join the debate league in about 1/2 an hour... it's all about gaining experience and having fun but still there is hope inside me to win this thing... but whateva it is I'm gonna stay fantabulous lol!!!... wearing jeans for the first time in my life n wearing my furcoat... luv it... i thought of using the sunlasses but then asna told me that it is cloudy outside so i guess i need to cancel my sunglases thing... okie gotta go guys...

please pray for me lol!!!... huhuhu...

xoxo,

luv,
vogue

E-VoKe cAsHeR!!!

HeY gUYs!!! not mUcH!!! JUsT wAnNa tElL Ya tHat sUm Of mY fReNz ToLd me ThAt tHE cAsHeR aT eVoKe CaFe iS DaMn buStArD!!!... THeY lUV to TeAse pEoPlE!!!... oKiE THaT Is So bIaTcH!!!... AnYthInG NeW tO tElL oR dIsCuSs jUsT cOmMeNt My pAgE...

rEfLeCtIoN oF mY hEaRt!!!...

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oKiE... lEt tHE StOrY bEgIn... I'M tAlKinG aBoUt a GiRl... thE oNe thAt I UsEd tO lOvEd... The oNe ThaT i uSeD tO fAnCIeD... THeN I tOLd HeR AbOuT MY FeeliNG AnD sHe rejEcT mE N TOlD mE ThaT ShE aLrEadY FiLl hEr HeARt wItH a NaMe wHiCh iS aLsO A fRIeNd oF mInE... SiNce THen wE'rE NoT taLkInG tO eACh OThER mUcH... MaYb A Few heLlO N Hi N tHAt's iT... thAt's aLl...

a fEW MoNThS lAteR i HeaRd FrOm OnE oF mY gIrLFriEnDs THaT sHe AlREaDy MeT sUmoNe wHo IS nOt MY fRiEnD n THeY alReaDy deClAReD thEmSeLvES As A cOuPlE... HeArtBrOKeN???... mAyB bUT TRiEd tO deNiEd It WiTh ThoUsaNdS oF aSsUmPTiOnS...
i TrY NoT tO See HeR AnYmoRe... nOT bEcaUsE i'm MAd At HeR oR hEArTBrOkeN i JusT dOnT liKe to IntErUPt HeR RElAtIoNsHip... bEsIdeS tHAt Is The OnlY WAy i CaN cUrE My hEArT...

aNd a FeW DaYs BaCk I MeT HeR aGAiN... n ShE tOlD me THaT nOw it Is Her tuRn tO FEeL tHe BRokEn HeArT... Her reLAtIOnShIp FaIlEd UNdER thE nAme Of CoMmiTmEnT... wE hAd SuM nIcE HeaRt tO hEArT ChaT reGArdInG HeR hEArT ThaT nEeDS tO bE cUrEd... n oN oNe EveNiNG We HaD oUr dInnEr tOgEthEr alOnG wItH A Few FrieNdS oF minE... wHilE chAttIng wiTh THeM i FElT sUmtHiNG Is NoT rItE N I nEeD tO lEaVe... YUp... I lEaVE iN tHE MiDDlE Of ThE CoNvErsAtIoN...

I dOnT ReaLly knOw WhY I LeFt ThE TaBlE tHAt EVeNiNg UNtiL i ReaLIsE thAt i'm SCaReD... I Felt So ScArED tHAt I WiLL fAlL iN lOve wItH HeR aGaIn... n I FElT SCarEd THaT mY hEArT WiLL gEt huRt aGaIn... iT iS sO hArD FOr mE To CuReD mY HeArT N i'm Not rEAdY tO TeaR it oNce aGAiN uNDer thE nAmE oF lOvE... n I tHiNk I dO wHat I nEeD tO dO... I kNOw ThAt It's GoNNa Be HaRd But i'm NoT rEaDy To geT HuRt...

"iT ToOk A mInuTe To FaLl In LoVe wItH yOu BuT iT tAkEs fOrEvER tO fOrGeT yOu"

xoXo,

lUV,
VOgUe

a pIeCe oF Me!!!! ReAd tHiS buStArD!!!

HeY YoU GuYs WelL kInDa iN A BaD MoOd RItE NoW!!! wANnA know WhY??? CaUsE thErE iS tHiS FuCkInG shIt gUy wHo Is tRyInG to Mess wItH mY FreNzS...

jUsT WaNnA LeT Ya KnOw tHAT tHIs gUy i'm tALkInG ABoUt iS fUcKiNg HyPoCriTE LoL!!!...

HE'S AcTiNg lIkE HE'S thE mOst PiErS meN THaT GoD HAvE EvEr CrEaTeD bUt To be hOnEsT He iS So nOT...

I RaReLy mAkE My owN JUdGeMeNt n tO ProVe thIS you sHoULd rEaD HIS BlOg whiCh yOu HaVe to fInD iT bY YoUrSELf... LeT mE ASk YoU???... HoW cAn a pEOpLe WhO KnoW n PrAcTiCe thE TeAcHING Of IsLaM tAlK Bad aBoUT thEiR oWn bRoThEr ( As a mUsLiM I MeAN )... dOnT YoU KnOw tHaT Is OnE Of tHe BiGgEsT Sin... iT'S CaLlEd KiLlInG uR OwN BrOtHeR... i tHoUghT U kNoW ThIs... OOO... MaYbE YoU'Re Too pIeRS To kNoW ThIs...

tHe nExT tHiNg tHaT mAkEs Me mAd as hElL Is thAt tHiS buStArD Is QuEstIoNiNg aBoUt My FreNz relIgION... gUesS wHaT??... We MiGHt NoT bE aS PIeRs As yOu BuStArD BUT wE nEvA eVeR QuEsTiOnInG AbOuT THe rELiGiOn Of oThErS... ArE yOu sTuPiD EnOuGH tO UnDerSTaNd THaT thIs iS sErIoUs AnD SeNsItIvE ToPiC To oThERS... tO Be HoNeSt YoU ArE The mOsT StUpId pErSon I'Ve eVeR MeT iN mY WhOlE LIfE... oOoPpPsSs!!! SoRrY YoU ArE nOt thE OnlY OnE, ThErE aRe TwO MOrE... 1) ArIeL ShArOn... 2) aRiEl sHaRoN...

GuYs!! MaYbE YOu'lL bE SUrPrIse FoR wHaT I'Ll Be TeLlInG yoU... tHiS GuYs i'm tAlKiNg aBoUT Is So...sO....sO... NaRRoW MiNdEd lOl!!!... HaVe YoU EvEr HeArD thAt ReBoNdInG iS OnLy for GaLS beFoRe???... wHeN I SaY OnLy FoR gAlS AcCoRdInG To HiM, gUYs ArE PrOhIbItEd To reBoND tHEiR hAiR... wHAt THe hElL!!!!... THeRE ARE MiLLiOnS GUyS oUt ThErE wHo HaVe rEbOnDeD tHEiR hAiR... LoOk aT ChAcE CRoWfORd, zAcK efRoN AnD mAnY mOrE... CAnT YoU SeE It WiTh yOuR Own EyEs??... OoOpPpSsS... oNcE AgAiN I fOrGOt thAt yOu oNLy reAd bOoKS ThAT CoNtAiNs QuRaNiC aYaT iN iT... gOsH BuT i ThInK If Seen YoU rEaD mAGaZiNe BeFoRe... kIndA coNfUsE RiTe HeRe... caUse As lOnG As i KnOw iN thE mAgAZiNe THeRe Is thOuSAnDs OF "LaGHo" tHiNgs rItE???... sO AdMiT iT yOu'rE NoT ThAt pIeRs AreN't yOu...

OKeY nOW I HaVe To SpEaK mALay caUsE iT InVoLvES a loT Of MaLay WoRdS... AdE KeR dIeR kAtE kEnGkWn aku BaPoK kAt BlOg DiEr???.... lA ApE lA banGaNg SAnGaT kO nIh kAn mAkSuD pErKaTaAn bApoK yAnG kO gUNe TuH uNtuK mAnUSiA2 lelAkI yAnG bErPAkaIaN "DAN" bErPeTRaNgAi MaCaM pEreMpUaN... tuH lA kAtE bAnGAnG mArAh... pErNaH kEr ko NaMpAK KeNgkWn aKu PaKaI makE uP And PaKaI sKIrT AtAu bAJu2 ketAt??... x PeRnAh KaN???... So JaNgAn NaK sESukE hAtI jEr cAkAp OrAnG... MeNgsTereOTAiPKn oRg... ApE kO iNgAt KO baGuS kEr???... DaH MaChO sAnGAt DaH???... MAcAm GaNgsTeR KaMPuNg JeR aKu TengOk... aLa KaLo SetAKaT dUdUk Jer Uk tApI pEraNgAi n PiKIrAn CaM OrAnG yAnG tInGgAl kAt DaLaM hUTaN aMaZoN tUh bUAt aPer???... HAmPeH... AkU rAsEKn pEmIKiRan oRaNg AfRiKa yAnG mUnDuR tUh PoN LaGi MaJu DARi PiKiRaN Ko YaNg KoLOT tuh...

dArI PelAjARaN bAhAsA mELaYu kiTe bEraLiH Ke PelAJaRaN bAhAsA arAb pULa yEr... AlAmAk LuPe LaP lAK AkU nIh X PaNdAi bAhAsA aRaB cAm kO... Tp Kn KaLKo SeTaKAt PeRKaTaAn RiJaL tUh AkU tAu La lElAki... kToRg ( aKu N KeNgKWn AkU ) x LaH bOdOh sAnGaT... SemUa PaSs ArAb... SebAb Tu La kOt KToRg Dh MaSuK gOmBAk KaLo X MuNGkIn KaT nILaI lAGi... AkU X La bOdOh sEpErtI yAnG kO sAnKa MaMaT Oi So X pAyAh La sESuSAh nAk tuKaR pErKaTaAn MeLaYu TuH jAdI pErKaTaan ArAb AkU lEh PaHaM lA fUcKeR!!!...

Ha... sAtU lAgI... bUKaN lAnk MeNgUnGKiT tApI kwN aKu Dh ByK ToLonG KAU tP aPeR Ko BaLAs???... dEnGaN kUtUKan LaGi aDer lA.... aKu x TaU lA mAnuSiA jEnis aPeR kAu NiH... aPeR dIe ToLoNg TuH MaLaS lA nAk CakAp kO pIKiR lA SENdIrI... MAyB PeRToLOnGAn DiEr X lA seBesaR mANe pOn mAyB seBesaR zaRAH JeR tP bOLeH La DIaNggAp SebAGaI pErToLOnGaN... SeDiH AkU AdEr gaK MaNuSiA CAm ko ni...

DAh La AkU mAlAs nAk MeMbEBeL pEpAnjAnG... kEpAdE yAnG tErAse tUh SoRry K... tP pEpIKiR lA SEnDiRi GuNe OtAk yAnG TuHaN BAgI TuH YaNg SAmPaI kE mEnaRa GAdInG nIh UtK bErpIKiR kEsiLApAn DiRi KaU... kItEr SemUa SeSAmE MAnUSiA buAt SAlAh taPi PepAndAi La KiTe MeMpErBaIkINyEr ye... bAk KaTa Kau KAt BlOg TuH... aKu PuN naK mInTAk MaAf gak KaT TuhaN yAnG MaHa eSA KalAu akU AdEr TeRKuTuK KEr CiPtAaNyEr iTu LaH kEkURaNgAn AkU sEbAgAI InSAn CiPtAAnYer!!!...

" miStaKeS aRe MaDe BY HUMAN To Be CoRrEcTed"

xoxo

luv,

vOgUe

FuN.... FaNtAsTiC.... fAnTaBuLoUs....

HI EvERyBoDy.... I'M BAcK!!!.... WeLl tHiS tImE I WaNnA TeLl yOu aBoUt tHe bEsT DaY HaPpEn iN My lIfE WhIcH hApPeN To bE tHe lAsT 2 DaYs... LaSt 2 dAyS I WeNt tO ThE PoEM sLaM aT ThE aNnExE... i tHoUgHt tHaT It'S GoNna bE SuCh a bOrEd xTvT bUt tHEn It tUrNs OuT To be OnE Of mY FaVoUrItE XtVt I'Ve eVeR dOnE In My WhOlE lIfe... tO bE HoNeSt WITh yOu I'Ve BeEn FoRcEd By OnE Of mY CuTeSt fRiEnd MiSS NAdAyA Al - HaBsHaI... weLL I ShOuLD tHaNx hEr fOr gIvInG mE SuCh a WoNdErfUl N RelAxfUl eVeNiNg HoWeVeR i WiSh thAt sHe cAn jusT cAsT aWaY ThE EnTrAnCe FeE tHAT ShE pAiD FoR ME ThaT EvEnInG... PlEaSE 3x NaDaYa.... oKIe HeRe arE sUm oF The phOtOs ThAt wE ToOk ThAt NiGhT...

uS HavInG a gReat TiMe At tHe PoEm SlaM...

FRoM LeFt : ShAqIlA, AlIaA, AsNa, sHaNa, mR. x, NaDaYa (sItTiNg dOWn), n

Me (StAnDiNg uP)

GuEsS WhIch iS MiNe... tHe biG OnE WiTh wAtCh iS MiSs nAdAyA HanD eVeRyOnE...yuP... I KNoW U knOw iT.... HuhUHuhU...

SaY WhAt??? : wHo aRe wE????

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MY Career Test

1. FINE ARTS	50
2. DESIGN	52
3. UNDERWRITERS - A person or firm engaged in the insurance business.	52
4. ART EDUCATION	54
5. REPORTERS AND CORRESPONDENTS	54
6. PURCHASING AGENTS AND MANAGERS	60
7. DENTISTRY	70
8. ART HISTORY AND APPRECIATION	78
9. RADIO / TELEVISION BROADCASTING	82
10. AGRICULTURAL BUSINESS	84
11. MARKETING AND DISTRIBUTION	86
12. APPLIED DESIGN / CRAFTS ( e.g. ceramics glass and jewelry)	86
13. FOOD AND BEVERAGE SERVICE OCCUPATIONS	88
14. VISUAL AND PERFORMING ARTS	94
15. SPEECH - DEBATE and FORENSICS	94
16. EMPLOYMENT INTERVIEWERS	100
17. AREA AND ETHNIC STUDIES	102
18. CONTRACT MANAGEMENT AND PROCUREMENT / PURCHASING	102
19. CINEMATOGRAPHY / FILM / VIDEO	112
20. SMALL BUSINESS MANAGEMENT	112
21. ART (e.g. painting drawing and sculpture)	114
22. INSURANCE SALES WORKERS	116
23. BARBERS - help people look neat and well-groomed	118
24. COMMERCIAL ART	118
25. URBAN STUDIES	122
26. WHOLESALE AND RETAIL BUYERS	128
27. MARKETING, ADVERTISING, and PUBLIC RELATIONS	132
28. WHOLESALE TRADE SALES WORKERS	134
29. FOREIGN LANGUAGES	138
30. ADVERTISING - The activity of attracting public attention to a product.	140
31. RETAILING AND SALES	142
32. PAINTERS AND PAPER HANGERS	146
33. PUBLIC AFFAIRS	146
34. TEXTILES AND CLOTHING	152
35. REAL ESTATE	154
36. Cooks and other Kitchen Workers	154
37. RESTAURANT AND FOOD SERVICE MANAGERS	156
38. ITALIAN LANGUAGE	160
39. RELIGION	166
40. OPTOMETRY (pre-optometry) - One who is trained and licensed to examine the eyes for visual defects.

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