Alright it is time for the truth!!!

I know that I have failed to update you guys with the story of my life for quiet sometime now right??... There are a lot of things happen in my life lately but mostly bad things... I don't know it seems like everything is wrong in my life right now...

First, I lost almost everything that I had... I lost my blackberry charger, my Armani shades, my assignments and many more... I don't know where I put all those things... One moment it is right there in my hand and a few minutes later all of them are gone... Urghh!!! I hate it!!!

Second, everything that I have is broken... My Blackberry is broken... It cant stay long... Give it a half an hour and the battery will suddenly collapsed... Next my laptop... The same problem... The battery seems ruined... I cant switch my lappy on to do my work... Though am using the plug in battery I have to try for a few times before I can switched it on and do my assignments...

Third, I started to feel that I hate my friends... I mean my club friends... I started to get annoyed with them... You know what??... They actually ditched me in front of one of the night club so that they can enjoy the songs... For them it is nothing, but for me action speaks louder than words... Though you're not saying it but it is obvious to me that you choose song over your close friend... You know what??... I don't give a damn!!! Go to HELL with all of you!!! Don't ever called me again to club with you... You can have your own club life and I can have mine!!!... I don;t fucking care!!!... Besides for all this long, I can survive without all of you...

Forth, I did not receive any reply for my intern ship application which started to worry me... The intern ship suppose to start this upcoming June but as for now non of the company that I applied, reply... Owh God please2 open their heart to take me as their intern cause you know well that I cant stay any longer in that stupid freaking University!!!

Fifth, too many work to handle... I know2 you must be thinking that am a different person a few weeks ago... where am in the mood of eagerness to start my new semester aite??... I got to admit something, that this semester have take a toll on me... oo much work to handle... Can you believe it that I have three research paper to be submitted by the end of this month... Damn!! am feeling like a Master student right now... and not to forget that all the course that am taking right now is damn hard man!!! not to mention that the lecturer are damn strict!!! Urgh!!! Can't wait for this semester to over...



The rest of the day I still can't close my eyes so I go online and watching TV's... way to pass time... At night I missed smoking so much so I decided o go to my cousin house where I can almost feel free to do anything I want... I smoke, gossiping about our family crisis... Owh u really don't want me to start on this because it a very long story... It even take ages to finish... There are a lot of things happen lately... DRAMASSSSS ALERT!!!.... Now at this hour my cousin already went to bed n am stuck again in front of the TV n this stupid lappy... I started to think that am an insomniac... Which is not a good thing!!! cause I don't want to have my wrinkle at this early age... Owh scary cause I have to start consider about having a botox injection or sumthing while the fact is am broke rite now... Well not literally acually, it is only me... My mum is no way closer to MC Hammer broke people!!!... No worries!!! Okie now am kinda tired of typing so am going to sign off for now guys!!! Till later... Ciao!! Adios!! Arrivederci!!... :)