My life continue...

Okey guys here are the continuation of my life and may I remind all of you that starting from now, I will only be able to update this blog more or less once a week depend on how tired and horny I'm... muahahaha... Just kidding!!!... I will try my best to update it once a week or if am in a good mood or feeling the love of the world I'll update it twice...

Alright, first thing first... Am back in school y'all!!!... Time to start the engine n get busy... Hurmmm... I bet u guys know that am looking forward for this moment to happen cause am keep bitching bout it for the last three weeks aite??... However, to be honest with you guys, I felt like there is something wrong with this semester... I don't know why and what is the problem, but I can tell you that there ain't anything happening according to my plan...

But the saddest thing ever is my relationship with my friends become colder than ever... I have this feeling like they are only using me so that they can ride in my car... Each and everyday the distance between me and my friends is further and more further... This crap scared the hell out of me... I almost don't know them anymore... Every time I meet up with them the situation is awkward... and I know it very well that I shouldn't feel this way... Owh and there is a new addition to our group of friend... A friend of mine bring in his boyfriend... I don't want to make an early judgement about him but what I can say is that I don't really feel comfortable being around him but I can't say it out loud to my friend cause I know that it will hurt him... and I don't to add a pinch of hatred in this already awkward relationship of ours... Am not saying that I hate my friend new bf (I called it new tough am pretty sure that he will move on with somebody else very soon) it is just that am not comfortable when he tried to tell me everything and act like he knows everything in this world!!! and I know that there are million of people who loves to act like they know everything out there but I believe all these people should get a grip and realize that we're human and no one know everything... Only GOD does... And somehow my heart tells me that he is a hypocrite cause he always do all these chores tho my friend told me that he never did any chores at home... Seriously guys I HATE HYPOCRITE!!!...

Enough with my friendship drama!!! lets talk a little bit about studies... OMG!!! this semester will be a semester full with depression and stress for me cause there are so many things to do already... Too many assignments and strict lecturers that gonna teach me... Majority of the lecturers already informed me that they need at least 20 pages of assignment before they can let me pass the subject!!! Damn frustrating... I don't wanna talk about studies anymore, it's giving me a headache...

The first three days of my new semester, am spending it at my friend condominium... She is an ICT lecturer at foundation studies in my uni... I helped her to unpack her things... I had fun doing it especially when I can swim and go to gym every evening... Besides, she pay for my food and let me sleep in a comfy bedroom... So I think why not??!!... HuHuHu...

The first exciting news that I got all this week is that am going for an interview tomorrow at Cambridge English For Life... Am crossing my fingers so that I can get the job... Am applying to be the tutor there since my little sister is one of the student at the tuition centre... I got to tell you that am not so nervous about the interview but what am nervous about is that I might be asked to do a moot teaching tomorrow... All the negatives questions keep playing in my mind... What if they don't like the way I teach??... or How can I show them my enthusiastic face while deep inside of me am nervous to HELL!!!... Wish me luck guys!!! I really hope that I get the job... It is early morning already, I should get some sleep to make sure am doing great for tomorrow interview... Owh before I forget, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY to all the BITCHES, SLUTS and WHORE out there who got the Mr. or Mrs. RIGHT by ur side tho some of you might not last long... Muahahaha!!! Till then... So long luvlies!!!

MENTOR 6 and ONAIR audition!!!

Okie guys this is a shout out to all the talented people out there... Go and chase your dream people!!! If you have Celine Dion or Christina Aguilera voice, why not?? It is so worth it to give it a shot rite??? U definitely have nothing to loose... Or if you think that you can be the next Oprah Winfrey or Ryan Seacrest... try ONAIR... It is a reality TV programme by Astro to look for the next best presenter...

Okie Dokie for the Mentor 6, here are all the details that you need to know BEFORE you go for an audition... I remind you BEFORE!!!...

Place: Sri Pentas TV3
Time: 10am - 5pm
Date: Ogy (4th Feb), Faizal Tahir (5th Feb), Ramlah Ram (11th Feb), Ferhad (12th Feb), Ella (18th Feb) and Adam (19 Feb)

As for Sabah and Sarawak

13th January: Hotel Promenade, Tawau, Sabah
15th January: Hotel Promenade, Kota Kinabalu, Sabah
20th January: Hotel Imperial, Miri, Sarawak
22th January: Hotel Merdeka Palace, Kuching, Sarawak

Now for the ONAIR audition, only 14 contestants will be chosen consists of 7 men and 7 women through the audition all around the country. They will teach and been given a chance to explore all the hosting genre. Including News, Magazine and Entertainment. The winner will received 3 years contract with Astro and other prizes.

Now let us look at the location for the audition.

1. Pulau Pinang Red Box Karaoke, Gurney Plaza (14th & 15th Jan)
2. Johor Bahru The Puteri Pacific, Johor Bahru (21st & 22nd Jan)
3. Sarawak Merdeka Palace, Kuching (28th & 29th Jan)
4. Pusat Penyiaran Asia Astro, Bukit Jalil (4th & 5th Feb)

Here are a few requirements that you need to know before you go to the audition...

Age: 18-30 years old
Languages: Malay and English with great personality
Things that need to bring: RESUME, copies of IC, 4R picture...

Alright these are all the thing that I can tell you... If you're interested and talented I would love to wish you good luck!!! You might see me in one of the audition... Huhuhu... Still considering whether I should go or not cause the date is not suitable for me... But I wished I can join ONAIR audition... It has been my dream to actually work as a TV and Radio presenter...

Counting days!!!

Okie it is official that am stupid... Frustrating... Remember I talked about my result??... I only managed to get 3.27... OMG!! It is so unexpected and it almost brought me into tears... I expect more that what I got... There are 2 subjects which I thought I will get an A's since am the student with the highest carry marks but it turn out that I only managed to get ONLY B+ and B for those subjects... I tried so hard to forget about all of this stupid result but I can't am still thinking bout it... Maybe I should go and recheck my result which will cause me around RM 50 per paper... So basically RM 100 for both paper... Still thinking bout it... Which one is more important... Good Result or Money??... In most cases I would say money but I might exclude this one from my normal case scenario...

But you know what is more scary than waiting for your result??... It is to tell your mum about it!!!... My mum will definitely go ballistic if she know about it... Telling her will be like Paris Hilton having her dumbness moment that make her take a gun and shot her ownself... So am definitely nervous to tell her bout it... Am definitely praying that she will be OK with it!!!... Pray for me people!!! Pray for me!!...

However, OK this already feel like a school essay (using however)... Muahahaha... Am cant wait to start new semester guys... The new semester will start on 8th Feb 2012... This semester am planning to go nerd... With my short to almost bald hair... gonna buy a big glasses, wear a lot more cardigan with shirt and maybe khakis to get the vibe of embracing the nerdy-ness in me... Every semester I will go with one character and try to play the character as good as possible but at the same time being fashionable (this is a must)... Come on!! This is the only time for me to have fun... While am still studying cause I don't think my workplace in the future will allow me to wear anything that I want unless I develop my own business... Can't wait to be nerdy... I already got the bag and the shoe... I just need a big glasses... I better start looking for it now... till next time... ADIOS!!... :)

Nervous and AJL!!!

Owh God am so scared to hell since tomorrow is gonna be the result day!! Seriously I don't think that am gonna make it for one of the subject... Tho it is only contribute 0.5 GPA but am still scared to hell cause I don't want my education loan to be cancelled just because of that... I thought it is gonna be today actually, I mean the result but when my frenz told me that it is tomorrow I gotta say that it makes me more nervous cause another day of suffer will come ahead and u know it well that I hate to suffer!!!

Alright here is my short review about Anugerah Juara Lau (AJL) that is happening yesterday... To those who don't know AJL is basically like the biggest award for all the musician in our country to choose the best song of the year... Yup, it is a yearly show... Huhuhuhu... Or in other word it is a Grammy award for Malaysian musician except for the singer need to sing live and the judgement will be done based on their performance that day...

So enough with the babbling... Okay honestly, I hate Hafiz with his song Awan Nano, I don't get the song and it is such an ear sore... I don't know why the hell he won the best song of the year... Not to mention his performance yesterday is so freaking cheap man... U don't have to actually put on a t-shirt and a track suit to show that you are poor... For me it is cliché and annoying... The teary drama while performing is so 10 million years ago... Come on man this is 2012!! Who do that...

I actually hoping for Beribu Sesalan by the 3 Diva, Yuna with her song Penakut or at least Kisah Hati by Alia to win the award... Except for Beribu Sesalan as the 1st runner up and Kisah Hati as the best performances none of the other songs deserve the award that they won... Tho I do admit that Beribe Sesalan performances is a little bit boring cause the stage is too empty for me... They should have put the dancer or something on the stage...

Talking about the vocal of the singers as a whole, I can say that they tried their best but I know and am so sure that they can actually do better than what they did... I expect Jaclyn Victor to win the vocal but once again my hope is crushed by the stupid Hafiz... But I got to admit that Hafiz vocal is also one of the best yesterday...

But one thing that am so relief about is that Najwa Latif with her song Cinta Muka Buku or translated as Facebook Love... Such an immature and stupid song I've ever heard in my whole life and I truly believe that only little children obsess with the song...

After all it is a good show... I love the tribute to Sudirman... One of the greatest entertainer in our country... If you're Malaysian and never heard about Sudirman you're definitely an imbecile... Muahahaha!!!.... I almost cried listening to the Salam Terakhir song... Okie I guess that is all for now... my hand started to hurt and my lappy battery is already low... Until my next post... Love you guys... take care... Wear seat belt if you're driving... HAHAHAHA!!!... :)

My soul of life!!

Today I'm happy...

Yesterday there was full of joy...

The other day I was blessed...

It has been more than a month now...

God give me another angel in my life...



She is just an angel...

I never know that she is...

Until I heard, she laugh...

The way she laugh is just perfection...

Full of joy and giggle just like a baby...



I still remember that moment...

The first time I met her...

I thought that she is a hater...

The way she stared, the way she glance...

Just killing the love inside of me...



But I make a mistake...

I admit it...

She is just breath taking...

Once you start to know her...

Believe me it is hard not to love her...





Her cute face is one in a million...

Her attitude never failed to make me smile...

Her confidence always creates jokes...

Her smiles always light up the room...

Her words comforts me...



She is still a kid...

Fragile, innocent and sweet...

Always make me feel like protecting her...

From the danger of my own spesies...

Or any violent of the world...



Some people say that I'm over protective..

But I'm truthfully think I'm not...

Cause people rarely understand...

How important she is to me...

Unless I tell them that she is the soul of my life...



I can't afford to have her...

I know that she deserve a better keeper...

And simply because she have the right to live happily...

But I'm scared to let her free...

Because she is now apart of me...



I don't know what to do...

I don't have any plan...

But one thing for sure, I will loose her in the future...

Until she find her knight and shining armour...

Just let me take a good care of her...

have fun?? yeah right...

owhkie people maybe it is quiet late to talk about yesterday, but why do i need to give a damn rite??.... So I slept at 4 in the morning n it really piss me off cause the next day I really have to wake up early... 4 hours of sleep really not enough for me... So I woke around 8 in the morning n have to drive my little sister all the way to Shah Alam town to sent her to the tuition center...

I tried so hard to open my eyes, n the worst thing was my mum keep wanting to chat with me for 2 hours long while am in the middle of surviving my sleepy day... Then we went back home I have to start cooking lunch... I cooked Nasi Ayam together with my mum... Right, "Family Bonding" time when I don't need it at all...

The rest of the day I still can't close my eyes so I go online and watching TV's... way to pass time... At night I missed smoking so much so I decided o go to my cousin house where I can almost feel free to do anything I want... I smoke, gossiping about our family crisis... Owh u really don't want me to start on this because it a very long story... It even take ages to finish... There are a lot of things happen lately... DRAMASSSSS ALERT!!!.... Now at this hour my cousin already went to bed n am stuck again in front of the TV n this stupid lappy... I started to think that am an insomniac... Which is not a good thing!!! cause I don't want to have my wrinkle at this early age... Owh scary cause I have to start consider about having a botox injection or sumthing while the fact is am broke rite now... Well not literally acually, it is only me... My mum is no way closer to MC Hammer broke people!!!... No worries!!! Okie now am kinda tired of typing so am going to sign off for now guys!!! Till later... Ciao!! Adios!! Arrivederci!!... :)

::HaPPy::

Yeay at last am one freaking happy boy... Now the internet connection in my house is good and most importantly I can get connected to my FB and Youtube... Seriously am fucking damn happy that if u can see my face right now u will definitely see my yellow-ish teeth... Muahahaha...

Now I can get connected and chat with my frenz am feeling like post sumthing on each of my frenz wall... But who am I lying with my laziness it will never in a million years to happen...

Am trying to finish the novel that I told u guys before, Rite now am only on the chapter twelve... So far the storyline is damn good... It almost like watching a drama... Am eager to continue my reading cause I wanna know what happen next... Cecelia really know how to attract readers attention...

Let me tell y'all a bit about the storyline... So basically the story is about this girl, name Lucy, she is basically try to start her new life cause she just broke up with her long te boyfriend who happen to be a TV personality... But somewhere along her life journey, she can't actually cope with her new life and her family, write a letter to a company which their main business is to do what we called as "LIFE INTERVENTION"... Hopefully, U heard about it before... Anyway to cut the story short, she is being forced to g to the company and meet with her LIFE... which happen to be a handsome young man... There are a lot more dramaSSS that is going on in this novel... The one that happen in her family, office even in her love life... It is truely a great novel... U guys should buy this novel... Seriously, it is totally worth it!!!....

Apart from that, I can't wait to color my little sister hair tomorrow... I bought the hair colorant just now... Just wait for a suitable time to apply it... Hopefully tomorrow... My lil sis is going brunette tomorrow... Anyway I bought REVLON COLOR SILK and the color is light brown... Hopefully it will look great on her... Owh U know me, am a hair color freak... I changed my hair color almost every 2 months from red to blond to brunette... I've tried almost every color but the one that I love the most is Light Golden Brown... I rarely do it at home cause I can't take the risk of it to look bad cause am colorit myself... Always2 go to salon but since this time around I'm gonna do it on my little sister hair so I decided to do it by my own... It is nice U know to have that feeling being a hair dresser once in a while... huhuhu... I guess this is all for now... Until then... SO LOOOOOOOOOONG!!! :p